I Can Write The Saddest lines tonight ...

I can write the Saddest Lines tonight,
for I see her disappearing, little by little, dimly out of my sight
I unlearned the learnt, and realized the unthought known,
The dimly lit valley reaped blooming scarlet flowers of seeds that were never sown.

My soul is still heavy, even after I let her go,
Where's the mercurial relief and the promised afterglow ?
Sometimes she did love me, and sometimes doth she show
How could I not love her eyes, pacified, calm,
like a surmised ocean's flow ?

I'm afraid to ask, and look at my palms,
Had i not be me,
could things be differerent, should i ever know.
Always locked in Her hair's ever magical and fragrant canopy,
Somehow not wanting to be out of this bittersweet syncopy.

For love that lasts longest, is the love that can never be,
is there a pot of gold, at rainbowbow's end, i never wish to see.
Maybe I've mentioned her, maybe i'l do it again,
The gates of dawn, they know, I'l ever love her the same ...

For The lack of a better Title

Detached, your heart sails perennially in a dream,
Seeking me,
without wanting to see me,
trying to satisfy a whim ..

Like a Plant Seeding itself in the dark,
Like a Shadow desperate to leave a mark ..

Sometimes, You love me, Sometimes You Don't,
They Say I should Forget you,
But, I Know I Won't ..

You are that deafening silence, i Can't Bury under Cacophonous Noise,
You're a Language searching for a faithful Voice ..

You aren't Just some created God, I'm Forced to Obey ..
You're That Existential Divinity, that keeps inner demons at bay ..

Under The Dark Black Sky, You wait for the Sleepless Moon,
Who is Locked Behind a Scarlet Door,
Afraid of the Black Sun, Sinking Ashore ..

And Entangled in my worries, I Fly Afar, Leaving destination on the Way,
Seeking, Acceptance and love,
Cuz Thats all I Can Give Away ...

Kushanarchy

For I’m a traveller, I plan Not to Reach,
For I’m an Ocean searching for a Beach ..
I don’t travel, I Create New Shores,
I know not how to Knock, so I Just break all the doors ..

For I’m a Vigilante, I do not need a Cape,
I’m the horizon, on Humanity’s Landscape,
I’m wicked, I don’ need Sweetness, For I’m Not a Tart,
I Erase, destroy, annihilate, only for a fresh new Start,
To love, to care, is my skill, Irreverence, my Art ..

For I Understand, Not to Explain,
And I toil like the sun, without any complain ..
I’m different, I stand apart, and I look to lead,
I’m not just the one as strung on a Necklace, just any other bead ..

For I see, I’m a Prophet with a Vision,
I do things to do¸ without any reason ..
And I stand solid as a rock, be it any Season ..
For I’m Freedom, Me In chains, You Cant Define,
I’m the Organized Chaos, In System, I Can’t Confine ..
For I’m a God, only much Sane,
For I’m a Mystic, Simply Arcane ..
I’m the Voice amidst Unheard Silence,
I’m Tranquility layered below in Violence ...